words are easy to be said...but who truely understand the feelings?

im really tired...mentally...
im not a great person...im jus a normal human being...selfish...weak...fragile...n giving up easily...
sorry for being imperfect...

do we have to give a reason for everythin we said or we did?
do i have to give a proper reason for just trying to escape from the reality for awhile?
do i have to explain why i am so selfish n weak?

i dun like misunderstandings...i dun like explainations...
will tears n screaming solve all the probs? will explainations really open the knot of the heart?

im too tired to think of anythin...or explain anythin..
tired of wearing a mask...
tired of all the responsibilities...
leave me alone in the darkness...
just let me be selfish for awhile...i really need to catch some breath...

somtimes i do wish i gt super powers...then i will stop my wrinkles growing..make myself look young forever..
if i gt super power, i will stop the time so that we dont have to rush anythin...
or bring myself back to the good old days...just to take a look at how innocent we were...
if i gt super power, i will chase all the pains away...
i will erase all the sad memories...heal all the wounds...make everyone ard me happy...every single day...
but no i don't...i don't have any powers...im......jus a nobody...

This is jus me...hate it or accept it....your choice...

Labels: catch me when i fall....will u?