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Friday, November 30, 2007

its gonna be very very tough....but i am not giving up....
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Never will i..........

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

=)

its amazing how u put a smile on my face jus thru a simple sms...

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

words are easy to be said...but who truely understand the feelings?

im really tired...mentally...
im not a great person...im jus a normal human being...selfish...weak...fragile...n giving up easily...
sorry for being imperfect...

do we have to give a reason for everythin we said or we did?
do i have to give a proper reason for just trying to escape from the reality for awhile?
do i have to explain why i am so selfish n weak?

i dun like misunderstandings...i dun like explainations...
will tears n screaming solve all the probs? will explainations really open the knot of the heart?

im too tired to think of anythin...or explain anythin..
tired of wearing a mask...
tired of all the responsibilities...
leave me alone in the darkness...
just let me be selfish for awhile...i really need to catch some breath...

somtimes i do wish i gt super powers...then i will stop my wrinkles growing..make myself look young forever..
if i gt super power, i will stop the time so that we dont have to rush anythin...
or bring myself back to the good old days...just to take a look at how innocent we were...
if i gt super power, i will chase all the pains away...
i will erase all the sad memories...heal all the wounds...make everyone ard me happy...every single day...
but no i don't...i don't have any powers...im......jus a nobody...

This is jus me...hate it or accept it....your choice...

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words are empty....

im tired of pointless arguements...
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speechless...

why did i accept it in the 1st place?

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random post again...while waiting for allegra to finish bathing....zzzz damn slow lol

busy busy busy...running around..rushing between work n dance n dance n work...tats wad all my life is about now...
learnt the whole fantasy item choreo within 1 night...it really tired me up...n i bet i will forget at least half of the steps when i wake up tmr morning haha...time is seriously running out...really need to stay focus...esp for funka...Fbeatx~we really need to work hard liao~~~~

oh yea...welcome back~little dee=) we all missed you=)

Jitterbugs is holding a dance concert at st james powerhouse next year...im quite excited about it...1st time having a dance concert in a club...its gonna be fun....n i hope it will be on june, so it wunt clash with NRA song and dance concert...i heard ann is inviting the superstar Darren to sing for the concert also...but......but......why darren=X....why....why not jon leong? Lol i want jon leong le HAHAH aye must suggest to ann~~invite jon jon jon=X~~ops *fa hua chi lolol

peiyi,von n rough addict girls all did hair extension yesterday...i love peiyi's long hair now...so straight n so nice....1st time see her gt so much hair....feel so happy for her LOL...i wanna trim my hair soon, its really abit out of shape nw...n the color...-_-"" ugly like sai...yea soon...

now peiyi is sharing with me abt this funny dream she had...i laughing like shit...she dreamt abt there was 1 day we were having funka reh...then half way chien yen said she has to go...cause she got another reh...then we asked her wad reh she having....then she said its Chingay...so we sneaked n acc her go for reh...then end up we found out her role for the show is jus a very very small sea "HUM" ....n she jus keep swaying at the corner...keep swaying keep swaying HAHAHAHAHA...i keep imagining tat scene....jus keep swaying as a sea hum at 1 corner...n i can imagine chien yen's stupid face....hahaha...its funny rite...ok maybe its nt so funny la...but i jus find it v funny...ok lame LOl

well....life would be so boring without those ppl who i can laf at and bully (cause most of the times im the one tat is being laughed at and bullied -_-")....lololol will really miss clement when he going NS nx yr...cant bully him liao=( but i can laf at his botak...still nt so bad lolol

new yr coming...im feeling OLD~~~ =((((

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Saturday, November 24, 2007

tmr gonna be a damn long day.....
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further n further away....

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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

im tired...

the weather is so cold this morning...i wearing 1 long sleeve with 2 pcs of thin jackets outside...

im really tired...my body n mind needs a long long break...but when will i have the time to take a real long break...go for a short holiday...spend more time on shopping, movies or chill with long time no see friends...ehhhh maybe after funka bah....yea...which is end of jan nx yr....2 more months to go....-_-"...oh well....

today is ann's birthday...we sang the song for her in studio last night when it jus past midnight...with a small donut lol...n she complained that the cake we bought for her bday is smaller n smaller each year haha...this is the 4th bday she spent with us...4 yrs jus past like tat...i still rmb hw we made her touched n cry at her 1st bday celebration with us...hw we made her smile whenever we did good job in performances or competitions...how we made her angry n sad when we were naughty during classes n trainings...i miss the good old times...every single moment we shared in the past 4 yrs...laughters...sweats...tears...those memories are priceless.

i guess everyone is in christmas mood nw...i looking forward christmas but also very stressed...time is running out...so many things not done yet...time time time...*suddenly start to dance n sing "Gimme Gimme more Gimme more gimme gimme" Lol sorry no link HAHAH
aye but 1 thin for sure is...i must change my hair color for christmas...sick of the ugly faded color zzzzzz...

Anw...welcome to the bor gay club YenYen LOL...u are like the joke of the week...from "180cm ballon" to Bor gay auntie hahahah

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

bored...cant believe i gt no work to do at all since yesterday afternoon...no new order no new fax...yeah the co. can close down already lol...
but its been too peaceful already la...im so so so so bored...1st time i wish i gt more work to do in office...zzzzzz

i couldnt sleep properly last night again...so many things on my mind...code edge showcase...22nd dec performance...funka funka...i onli gt 5-6 hrs to slp every day =(...not like cmt...who sleeps for 18 hrs or 20 hrs each day LoL...wat a waste of life HAHAH=p...

i had funny dream on sat night...in the dream, peiyi invited me go her hse to swim..so i happily packed my stuff n went her hse..then found out her swimming pool is jus a fish bowl...maybe a bigger size fish bowl lololol...n we still managed to swim inside the big fish bowl hahah so retard...but still better than ter's dream la..he dreamt tat im a superhero...then i hate another 2 guys in his dream...1 of them is the singer ah du lololol...so we ran away from this 2 guys...n then we went shopping LOl...super no link hahaha but hey im a superhero^^
"yeah! i have power!" lolol sorry im too addicted to "hero" le HOrHOrHOr...oh ya i really don't like kj's dreams...in her dreams i forever appeared as a LESBIAN -_-"""" duno y also..n she said maybe i really gt this potenial $%^&**

yeah christmas coming in 1 month time...i gonna bake cookies ! weeeeeee so excited...this time i must prove to everyone tat i actually DO have some talent in cooking n baking lolol

yawnz enuf of craps...i go eat some cookies...bored bored forever bored...black n white black n white lol....

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Monday, November 19, 2007

changed...and will never go back again...

Never again...

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Friday, November 16, 2007

life is like dark chocolate...bittersweet...
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have been eating too much chocolate...pimples =(


went gin's lyrical hip hop class today...it was pretty cool...i like the style...going for more classes in oschool (eh if i gt time lolol) hehe =)

and its great tat priscella has finally come bk for dance classes...after so long=) miss the times when we still dancing in UG...with everyone...i realli miss UG classes...miss everyone inside...

i guess everyone has bad days...sometimes can jus burst into tears without any proper reasons...out of sudden.....always rmb tat tmr will be a better day =) *big hugs

i was late for 1 hr this morning....overslpt...terribly...and james still can say "for u...its very normal wad..." -_-...i know everyone thinks tat im a super slacker at work....i think i have to defend for myself abit...tho i always late for work...but i always stay bk after work also jus to make sure i wunt delay any work~~tho i use msn / surf net in office...but i DID do proper work at the same time also ok...most importantly...i NEVER delayed any work~~realli...im really not tat bad ok lololol


abit mentally blocked recently...i think my brain needs a long break...

yawnz im tired....lazy to blog le..lolol nx time continue ~~nitezzzzzz

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

lies...they were all lies...wad u said...wad u did...are lies...betrays..
never know u are so desperate...
but it matters no more...
No more disappointments...no more tears....no more looking back..
i dont hate u...i really don't....cause u are already a nobody to me..
get out of my life now.
Freedom is all i need.

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Angry Post

i seriously HATE this china factory manager...HATE him to the MAX OF THE MAX liao...everyday call me shout in the phone FOR STUPID REASONS! FOR HIS OWN DRAFTING GIRL MADE MISTAKE THEN BLAME ON ME!...n talk to my manager complain abt me EVERYDAY JUS BECAUSE HE IS FAT AND UGLY AND FAT AND UGLY!!...RIGHT NOW he complainin abt me to my engineer by the phone again!!!!!....tmd...freaking hell....CURSE ON HIM!!! CURSE CURSE CURSE!!! burn to hell la idiot...stupid fat idiot!
I AM SO ANGRY!!!! ANGRY TILL MY CHEST PAIN!
GO N DIE GO N DIE GO N DIE GO N DIE LA!!!!! BANG INTO THE CAR PLEASE!!! BANG BANG BANG BANG INTO THE CAR!!! STUPID FAT FAT FAT IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I seriously will go home try black magic on him...tmd idiot.

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Thursday, November 8, 2007
yeeeee haaaa

finally watched "lust. caution" ehhhhh...i find the storyline abit TOO simple le...in fact its abit boring...no excitment at all...and lee hom is like rapping whenever he talks inside the movie..cant stop lafing at him =P ...but the lead actress is really really very goood...her eyes...expressions...tho she is nt those pretty type...but her acting is realli damn good...very sexy....yea tats the ONLY thing i like abt this movie...

yeah my dear ah yi helped me gt jaychou new album~~i love the new album..esp caihong "rainbow" is super super nice...i have been listening to tat song for the whole day....really very nice...n the lyrics also good...jay~~forever the best la lol

nw is 2am...n i jus finished my dinner n cleaned the table...washed the dishes (like the life of maid)...while allegra and chen peiyi is in the aircon room watching jay's dvd...n allegra is helping peiyi do hair extension...she is getting very pro now...maybe she can open a shop soon haha...


this morning woke up early early for work...but finally i on msn in office today...sat mah...no one realli works on sat....so i jus msn with jon for the whole morning lol...but i gt done some work also ok...im not exactly a slacker la...i can do 2 things at the same time...*proud face lolol...

at night had a dinner n dance show...simple dance items...n we danced with alfro hair~~lol rmb last time i kept lafing at mag when she dance with alfro hair...nw finalli my turn...but im actually loving it! haha..its really quite fun to dance with tat hair.


lololol mag with alfro hair...few months ago


me and sam~with white alfro~~



mi~~~jus being bored lol

AND when i was transfering the new pics from phone to my pc...i found these stupids pics inside my phone...sry chienyen min and joyce...i realli wanna post it out cause its too ugly n funny le....and WHO ask u all use my phone to anyhw take pic LOl






Goh Chien Yen the ghost lol


ehhh accidently uploaded twice...n duno hw to remove lolol


LOl~but seriously those pics took too much space in my phone le...=P

Wednesday, November 7, 2007
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lunch break now...but i didnt go out and eat lunch...why? because i taking 2 hrs time off in the afternoon for a show reh...so i have to work extra during lunch break to make it up...zzzzz stupid...but which idiot will really work during lunch break? when everyone is out for lunch? haha...so im jus surfing net...enjoying my jolli pancake yummy haha...

shit...1 of my colleague jus came bk from lunch...so early...zzzzz...n gave me weird face "huh later u time off?"...zzzzzz not even her business....stupid...freaking hate them lolol...

still upset abt jay's concert...i wanna watch i wanna watch i wanna watch la...sigh...

later at night gt funka training with my junior girls...then going suntec to watch mid night show with housemates....the 1st time all of us watch R21 movie together - "she jie" (duno the english title lol) quite excited...its a hot movie now...wonder whether its really that nice or nt...

finally tmr is holiday...no work and also no dance...must make good use of it...which is just slp at home for the whole day...LOl...

i havnt seen quite alot ppl for years...ppl like terence...clement..zixiang...beckie...freddy...monkey orange....min....jon....etc etc...rough addicts should have been busy with the overseas comp...zx n clement should be busy with gfs as usual...fred should be busy with gaining weight haha...jon busy with his relax office job...ter...eh maybe still busy with complainin abt his boring life....lol lame....anw lets meet up n chill soon=)

n i miss yuxin n daph...=)

zzzzz all of my colleagues come bk from lunch already...which means i have to continue "act" hardworking le...zzzz bye

Tuesday, November 6, 2007
weeeee

yeah~~finalli i managed to change my skin n put my tag box up~~hahahaha~~peiyi ah peiyi...after all...im still smarter than u LOl =X

first of all...da jia please try this~:
http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,22556281-661,00.html
i almost become cross-eyed because of this lol...

I WANT TO WATCH JAY CHOU CONCERT!!!!

but all the tix sold out within 1 day!!! =*((

wuqian jus bought his new album...she is becoming a hardcore fans of jay...im losing out already...=////

sad le..i wanna watch i wanna watch i wanna watch~~why no more tix le why why why~~???!!! depressed to the max of the max...i really want to watch his concert=((((((

i should have reserved earlier =(( all because of my busy schedule...i totally forgot abt his concert =*(...

depressed depressed depressed..................haiz haiz haiz *shake head shake head shake head

Monday, November 5, 2007
complain queen

tired tired tired...im so tired...no energy to talk...no energy to joke ard...no energy to entertain anyone...

my left foot hurts hurts hurts...cant walk properly...

dun feel like doing anythin but stoning here typing this pointless post...jus to complain..hw tired i am...n how painful my foot is...

n tmr must go bk office to work...sian....yes im complain queen...cant stop complaining...

the lousy internet connection....keep dc keep dc...zzzzz

my room is messy but i no energy to tidy it up...

the show was fine...better than i tot...fun to work with new ppl...its jus my left foot realli hurts...

didnt manage to rush down for the funka training of my junior girls...was seriously too tired...i would jus faint on the spot...or even be4 i reach sch...

im realli feeling like complain queen...haiya whatever la~~~=P

im happy thurs is public holiday...i gonna spend tat whole day to sleep...really need a break..

ok enuf of complaining....i better go slp le be4 i realli faint in front of my pc..lol...niteznitez

"everything will be ok in the end...if its not ok....its not the end...."


jus gt bk home from ktv....it was fun la...esp when james and jimmy sing the "dui ni ai ai ai bu wan" song...high to max...laf till my face cramp...lol

its been almost 1 yr since the last time i saw alvin...so happi to see him today...n i realli hope his knee can recover soon...so he can come back for dance soon=)...i reali miss watchin him dance le...wonder when will be the next time i can watch him shine on stage...hope the day wil come soon=)

suddenly miss watching those old good dancers dance....like alvin....sengkiat....jimmy....james them all....i miss those good old days...esp the times when i taking classes in dino...laf at eugene n james in ballet classes...wore stupid costume perf on street...n the times when i struggling in jitterbugs scholar tech classes in 2005, (hid inside toilet n cry lol)..n fries babes with uncle jimmy...supporting jade's crew in all the comps...those were the days...
nw dan n sengkiat stuck in army...but sengkiat should be comin back dance classes soon=)...uncle jimmy is a good teacher nw...n gettin married soon...so happy for him and his wonderful gf=)...alvin resting at home because of his injured knee=( praying hard for him...n james..no need to say le...LOl...still quarrelling with me almost everyday on msn...for pointless stuffs...*shake head...lolol...

and u...where are u nw? please find ur direction soon.......

its 2.30am already...still very full from supper...tmr cmf cant wake up on time again...zzzzz...

will update the pics when i get it from ah lin tmr....ok i go slp le...nitez~

Sunday, November 4, 2007

it seems like my blog setting really gt some prob...even peiyi found it hard to change my blog skin...n she even lost my previous tag box....LOl...=x but still love u la~~=p

last night was fun at surara hse...so many yummy food~~n its been long time tat catch up with justis awi bessy yutaki and andy them all....we watched heroes...wah its damn nice~~i know im abit slow...but yea heroes are seriously nice la!! cant wait to get the vcd~~

n as justis said...nx time should have a dancer gathering...but we dun dance...we jus watch tv tgt hahaha...cause we always onli met each other during dance shows or comp...seldom spend time to watch tv or eat or stay over night...sounds quite fun la..lol

for u....im disappointed....it breaks me heart to read tat expressions on ur face...i cant find another word to describ ths feeling...jus disappointed...but i wish u can find urself back soon...and be happy......goodbye.

later gt uncle pat PA training...then going ktv with the long-time-no-see uncle aunties...and tmr is the show time...praying praying...everythin will be fine..."i can do it i can do it....i can jump i can turn without falling...i wunt off beat...i wunt hit ppl...i can rmb the steps~~~" lolol

Saturday, November 3, 2007
sat duty

i jus simply hate working on sat la...zzzzz...always cant wake up on time...
i woke up at 8.50am this mornin (my work starts at 9am) so i called a taxi...but i realized i dun have enuf cash in my wallet...n suay suay the taxi i called doesnt accept nets...so early in the morning i had to chiong to atm draw money out...n the taxi driver was seriously too talkative...kept talkin to me even when i already showed sian face...n kept ignoring him...n he also kept saying "you look v sleepy...u take a nap 1st..i call u when we reach.." but be4 i closed my eyes...he started another topic "eh so wad u workin as? how long u been workin? who u stayin with?......." non-stop non-stop...-_-""""...finally i reached international plaza....which is already 9.25am...when i past him the 50 bucks note n get ready to chiong to office....he told me he no smaller change!! so he turned a BIG round to 711 to get smaller change...-_-"" end up i late for work for almost 40 mins...sigh...

last night i finally figured out how to add tag box....eh but the position is quite weird...lol...

oh talk abt last night...as wad i said earlier..i went bk hm after work...supposed to have a relax friday night...slack on sofa watch tv...eat potato chips...or do facial mask...but this irritating allegra...spoilt my night...she act smart...tried to do her hair extension at home...n die die want me to assist! so we spent 4 hrs in front of mirror..onli managed to finish 10 strips -_-...n it looks abit weird...seriously wasted my time...*shake head

by the time she finished "torturing" me...it was already 1am plus...so i went to slp....wat a pointless friday night...

i havnt prepared for the mtv class later...yawnz so sleepy...lazy to think nw...haiz....y must work on sat...why why why...

my life is nt black n white...ter life is black n white or maybe jus grey...

i admit i quite dai sai sometimes...but i found a lucky star who brings me luck...someone who is more suay than me...always fall down in a shameful way...plus she gt nun head..ba bin face...n she likes to do ugly dance in club LOL=X ...lalalalala..


dun worry ...i didnt say out ur name Lololol

Friday, November 2, 2007
saddest office life

sigh my admin manager jus told me tat gt colleagues complain tat i have been using msn too much in office...so now i cant chat on msn in office already....stupid ppl...stupid ppl...im so bored la...no msn....zzzzz

anyway i already informed my manager tat i will be leaving this co. on april next year...6 months to go....ZZZZzzz ....6 months no msn in office....arghhhhhh....hate them la...zzzzzz


and my admin manager also told me....tat my leave status nw is -5 days....plus i taking leave again on comin money..it will be -6 days....n they will deduct the 6 days unpaid leave money end of this year...zzzzz...so...i think my bonus will jus be used for paying the unpaid leaves...zzzzz


cant stop complaining cant stop complaining...

my feet hurt like shit after yesterday rehearsal...i cant even walk properly...the show is on monday..i hope everythin will be fine...my first contemporary show...scared...but gd exp=)

allegra jus called me...complained tat she seems like hasnt seen me this housemate for quite a long time le...cause i always went bk hm late...its either she slpt already...or i hid myself in my own room playin facebook or watever...lol...and she said maybe i can consider spending more time at home hahaha..yea so i decide to go bk home after work tonight...hehe
i know she jus tryin to say she misses me LOl =X

nw since i cant use msn in office...i bet kaijing will miss me badly...lololol msn buddies..lucky i still can secretly post entry on blog...maybe use facebook also..cause internet website is nt as obvious as the msn yellow flashing windows..yea like wad jing said...i jus die die want to do somethin illegal in office hahah

haiya im so bored la....4 more hrs to go...zzzzz

Fbeatx will start funka trainin soon...i hope this time we will be better than suntec...at least this time we start early..eh hopefully haha..but im quite sure tat we will have lots of fun like how we always do=) esp with the 2 additional noisy members...1 stunned girl - goh chien yen and 1 nun head - chen peiyi haha...we had our 1st proper discussion on tue...but we onli spent half an hr on serious discussion..lol..im actualli quite excited abt it...nt for the comp we joining...but for the ppl tat will be working together=)
peiyi n chien yen lolol

oh tmr i replacing mag's mtv class at amore again...tat lazy girl..forever findin ppl replace her class haha=x

ok maybe i should go do some work...enuf of complaining haha


"don't fall for someone unless they are willing to catch you"

Thursday, November 1, 2007
random

Although i onli slp for 5-6 hrs per day...and always have rush to between work and dance, work and dance...sacrifice my weekends...but im actually happy of where i am now...contented...and still looking for more=)

funka trainings have been pretty smooth...the girls are hardworking and positive..passionate and innocent=)




when was the last time u thought of me? when was the last time u smiled when u think of me?

heard some familiar tune in radio...i smiled...times has changed...both of us have changed...still walking forward...but towards different directions...maybe its also in a happier way...but i missed you....

yeah my boss flying to paris tmr....followed by my marketing manager flying off on friday~~which means~~i will finalli get some peaceful life for 1 week~~hehehe..


"she looked back on her life and realized everything that happened had only made her that much stronger"


Randomly post some funny pics....for testing HAHA





The most retarted zombie HAHAHAHA








Lol...HAHAHA...this is actualli quite scary lol..

ok i better go slp le...tmr cant be late..tmr cant be late~~lol gd nite~!

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