im not saying this jus because im in love...

im not saying this because those shit things nv happen on me...

im not saying this because im trying to be positive...

im saying tat is because i care...

cause i really feel kinda sad that so many unhappy things have been happening...all the unhappiness...is life really a bitch?

but i wonder how bad can life be when we have so many friends ard n have family to support in someway...

altho my family is so far away from me...altho they dun really understand me most of the time...altho i dun like to communicate wif them much cause i feel they dun understand me at all...altho they dun really support me to dance...they jus want me to stay focus on study...but deep inside my heart, i know no matter wad shit happens...no matter who in the world left me behind...i can always turn to my family...because home is the only place tat will always accept us for who we are...

and friends...friends is to share the laughters n tears tgt...sometimes friends dun have to say alot "wonderful" n "touching" words to cheer someone up...jus by sitting right beside him/her, a warm hug, a gentle touch, any sincere words from the heart will warm the broken heart, tats wad friends are for...

abt r/s...i guess it really depends on luck...n i admit ppl changes...things change...because humans...are emotional..selfish...self-centered...balabala...tat's jus humans...but i definately agree tat its not RIGHT for guys to having affairs n cheat on girls...tat one is really basket...no matter how "normal" n common it seems like in reality now...whoever cheated on r/s should jus go to hell...i hate ppl treat love as a game...because love is not a game BASKET...i believe heart do change at a time...n sometimes the feeling for someone is really beyond our control...being honest is important...DO NOT CHEAT...but this one is really depend on luck...because not ALL the guys on earth are the same...at least i believe so...

as a girl...we should always keep the pride...say goodbye to those losers who made the wrong decision by breaking our hearts...n thank them for making us a stronger person...end of the day its their lose...really...for u girls...u all really deserve so so much better...

actually i abit duno wad im toking abt...i duno...i jus hope everyone can cheer up abit...no matter what happens...dun go extreme...it's ok to burst it out n curse n scold like nobody's business once in awhile...after tat must rmb to pack up n brighten up...=)

ok i kinda of sick of the frustrating things have been happening...those so called responsibilities or whatever shit LINE...aiya whatever sai la...i hear le jus wanna flip table n shout to the wall...leave me alone pls...im sick of it ok...it drives me crazy...yes we are irresponsible..yes we are selfish...yes we are causing probs...jus cut it off la...not everyone wants to be in this shit...sorry for being a ultimate bad n lousy senior / example...the heart is seriously tired n dying...so leave me alone PLSSSSSSSSSSS...ok?=)

lol anyway im not angry at all or frustrated or EMO...im not a emo person ok lolol i jus study till headache...i freaking hate OB...simi sai subject la...so difficult to rmb the theories lor...

n i gtg bathe to go bugis teach class le...thanks su n ivan to wake me up this morning...but i didnt study much again =X lolol but at least i managed to wake up at 10am hahahaha

ok lastly...cheer up ppl...i love my friends...all of u...so pls cheer up=)

n i love my boyfriend=)=)=)=)=)

ohhhh and thanks for the super belated birthday present!!! i love it=)=)

thanks ahyi for the SUPER ULTIMATE belated sunflower hahahaha=) i cant wait to give you sunflower too!!!!=)

ok im late liao...zzzzzzz byebye!

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