tonight...my heart is really aching for u...u and u...
it really feels so heavy...

love is blind...indeed....

n this kinda brings bk some memories...
the darkest period in my life...
the period when the heart was broken into thousand pieces...
the period when it's so hard to fake a smile every single day...
the period when directions were totally lost...

the period when we finding ways to encourage each other...
the period when we were there for each other...shared the tears tgt...
the period when sms inbox is flooded wif "jia you" n smiley faces...
the period when we keep telling each other tat "after the darkest period, you cant go any lower, the next thing will be a happy thing..."

i kinda miss that period in a way...
it definately made life more interesting in a way haha
n really thanks to every single one of you who had shared tat memories wif me...

there are meant to be ups n downs in life...
we've went thru tat tgt before...
and now...we will pull this thru together too...

no matter how broken the heart is...
no matter how shitty n fuck up it is...
at least we still have each other...
you will never be left alone...
we will pull this thru...together...

i dun like to lie to ppl tat time will heal...
cause for me...time doesnt heal...
it only makes the heart more n more numb...
but ultimately...we will become stronger n stronger...
whatever doesnt kill you...will only make u stronger...

n the 2 sms i have jus received 5 mins ago...made me teared again...in a good way...=)

if i have super power...i wan to create happy pills...i jus want to see everyone ard me happy...

tonight is an emotional night...
all the memories have been brought back...
pack it up...
tmr will be a better day for everyone=)
jia you jia you jia you...
stay strong like how u have always been...
i really love u girls alot...alot....we all do=)
n yes...life goes on=)

n i love my stupid n hansum boyfriend...
i really thank god for you n i hope this will last forever...
faith=)

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