there are times tat i really jus choose to bet my life on luck...
there are times tat i absolutely doubt on myself...
there are times tat i doubt on the decisions tat i have made...
there are times tat i keep saying "ok i give up" but i didnt...

there are times when i say "i give up" n i really just do...

for example like...tmr is my marketing test...
i tried so hard to study the notes...but i jus cant get anything in...
i jus cant...nothing gets into my mind...

so i watched 2 movies on ppstream...then i uploaded old pics on facebook...
n then i watched vids on youtube...
now its 11.36pm...i am updating my blog...
n half an hour later...i will be sleeping soundly cause tmr i have to wake up at 6am to teach class...
the worst is i dun even feel panic abt the test tmr...i mean not yet....

i jus keep telling myself "mcq questions only...how hard can be mcq questions be?"
i had the same "spirit" when i was doing my OB project last sem...
n i got 6 marks out of 25....great......
but thank god tat i still get credit for the final result..
ok i know its nothing to be proud of...

how...
how how how...
i jus cant get anything in....
i know this sounds absolutely ridiculous...
in fact...i am ashamed of myself too...
totally am...

luck.
tats all i need for tmr.

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