Friday, January 30, 2009
I GOT DECAY TOOTH AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
jus now when i brushing my teeth...it hurtsssssss...
until now it still hurtsssss=((((
i seriously dun wanna see dentist...
i hate dentist...
since im like....9 yrs old? or even younger....
i hate dentisttttttttttttt~
i used to see dentist abt once a week...when i was in pri sch...
n 1 of my tooth was plucked out 3 years ago~
tat makes me hate dentist even more....
chien yen is my only bor gay sister..
she also plucked out 1 of her tooth...haha
hai ~decay tooth=((((((((
ok holiday is over...
will upload the pics soon~
n my insanely BUSY schedule starting from nx week onwards...
but at least being busy means more money...
there r alot stuffs i wanna buy n alot alot things i wanna do...
$$$$$$$$~
jingjing told me 2009 is a good year for rats....
i absolutely hope sooooo...
cause it's been seriously quite sucky since 1st of jan haha
nt only to me..but also to alot ppl ard me...
since now its the REAL new year...hope things will turn better soon~
esp to kak su n ahyi...keep the faith..loves=)
no matter how bad or good this year will be...
as long as ahboy is wif me...im contented=)=)=)2 more weeks to 14th FEB!!!!
woooooohooooooooooooo
chilly crab~~mai pian prawn~~butter pork ribs~~ice cream~~
i seriously cant wait=)=)=)
tmr morning is tanglin~~need to carry my lap top again=/
now i really very scared to carry my lap top out...
cause tat time i ALMOST lost it after the studiowu open house workshop...
n i didnt even realise till abt 40 mins later...-_-"""
this is seriously scary shit...
if i really lose my lap top...i can jus jump down from my hse window le...
hai...i should really stop being so freaking care-less...
ok go slp le~nitessssssssss
i love my stupid gay ahboy~=)Labels: jusrandompost
Thursday, January 22, 2009
This is us lyrics.
I'm like a sunday morning.
Your like friday night.
And when we kiss it's the perfect weekend,
No rain in sight.
And when I'm feelin incomplete your my missing piece.
And when you need your breath taken away I'll be your thief.
From the start to the end we don't need to pretend
That were perfect all the time.
Cuz we know what we have through the good and the bad
It's the strength that you can't deny.
I don't need to find a million reasons why
This is us. This is us.
And this is how we love.
Some ways we're different but together we're so right.
This is us. This is us.
And this is how we love.
And even if we fall apart we'll never feel alone.
Just like the moon starts risin' our hearts bring us home.
We can always find eachoher like the northern star.
Doesn't matter where we are our love can't go that far.
From the start to the end we don't need to pretend
That were perfect all the time.
Cuz we know what we have through the good and the bad
It's the strength that you can't deny.
I don't need to find a million reasons why
This is us. This is us.
And this is how we love.
Some ways we're different but together we're so right.
This is us. This is us.
And that's the way we love.
We don't always see eye to eye.
You might see a million colors.
I just see it black and white.
Aint no way we could get much higher
Cuz when we touch it feels like fire
We both know how good this feels.
Yes we do baby because
This is you. This is me. This is us.
love this song=)
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
WACKING IS SOOOOOO FUN!!!=)jia you girls=)=)=)n happy 11th month dear!!!i love you i love you i love you!!!=)=)=)Labels: happiness=)=)=)
Sunday, January 11, 2009
"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live."Anthem Of Our Dying Day lyricsThe stars will cry their blackest tears tonightand this is the moment that i live for I can smell the ocean air.And here i am pouring my heart onto these rooftopsjust a ghost to the worldthat's exactly,exactly what i need.From up here the city lights burn like a thousand miles of fireand I'm here to sing this anthem of our dying day.For a second i wished the tidewould swallow every inch of this cityas you gasp for air tonight.I'd scream this songright in your face if you were hereI swear I wont miss a beat 'Cause I never, never have before.From up here the city lights burn like a thousand miles of fireand I'm here to sing this anthem of our dying dayof our dying day.of our dying day.of our dying...this is the song tat meredith used in the jazz workshop in nra...i miss her classes so much...i need to find the feeling back soon...real soon...i love you dear..thanks for everything..really...im nothing without u...Labels: released.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
my love=)
=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)today i woke up wif a big big smile on my face..
cause I had sweet dreams last night...i dreamt abt me and ahboy's wedding...the feelings is so damn real...wif all the nra close friends who is helping us prepare the wedding...so sweet..i jus cant wait for the day to come=)
and then when i on my pc...i received "ice-cream" n "ahboy" too=)
thanks for everything..i love you so so so so much=)=)=)
i hope this is a sign of a happier start=)
Labels: =)=)=)
trying my best to figure it out....
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all i need is ice-cream n you...Labels: period.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
new year resolution:
to be a
GOOD PERSON...
n then i realise...its actually 1 of the toughest thing for me...
it sucks...it hurts.....more than i tot it would.......
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bt jiawen jus kissed me on my cheek which made me smile=)
then i think of ahboy...im contented....=)
2009...nt a good start...
but definately will be better...
yea it will be...
to me...
to u u and you...
Labels: allapart.
Friday, January 2, 2009
GOODBYE 2008~i have to say i really really enjoyed the dec of 2008 sooo much...non-stop parties...pics takings until so shagggg hahaha really enjoy life to the max~
anw 2008 really pass damn fast...fast until i cant really rmb wad exactly happened in this one year:
Hightlights of 2008=)Jan-FUNKA~yea i think funka 08 is really the last comp of fbeatx...absolutely enjoyed it...esp when ahyi n chien yen this 2 extra hahah~kidding la...7 members of fbeatx is really damnnnn fun~i miss the good times=)
Feb-V'DAY~~~~this is 1 of the best thing tat have happened in 2008..in my life...
i love you ahboy...im so thankful for you really...u have added sooo many colors into my life...everything become so meaningful...and u also have no idea how much a better person you have made me=) thanks for everything dear...6 more years=) i cant wait to spend my life wif you...buy house buy dog...have children...grow together...i love you=)
March-BUSYBUSY n stress over Fantazia 08~first time choreograph items for dance production...really great experience...n i definately enjoyed the process altho its really damn stressful when the concert days are closer n my own showcase item still MESSY like shittttt..hahah but really really very gd exp=)
April-FANTAZIA 08~~i really really enjoyed the last showcase sagment, during stage run n the showday, when i sitting on stage watching the showcases...i really felt like crying...the feeling really damn good...i see the love n the passion...it really touched me so so deeply...i love NRA=)
May-BUSY BUSY n stress again over StudioWu recital~ok I REALLY ENJOYED THIS DAMNNNNNN ALOT~really...its 1st time i work wif ppl like JUNCHAO~HOUSEKING-jiajun, Farid, baowen, Victoria LU CAI XUAN, KAK SU~n yew seng batch ppl=)
ok this is really a break thru for me...i have to admit tat i really felt DAMN demoralised when i do junchao style hahah...i seriously look shit...really i never bluff...i LOOK LIKE SHITTTTTTTT~lolol n also my 1st time do a house item altho its jus tat short short 1 min....but i really stress like shit....but its really soooo fun~i enjoyed the showdays...really alot alot...the murderer sessions...the running to bus stop~the act thai driver scene lolol...the group warm up in the garden....really too funny...we laughed like shit all the time...so much fun...thanks for the memories=)
AND ANOTHER HAPPIEST THING HAPPENED IN MAY IS :
I FINALLY QUIT MY JOB!!! I GOT MY FREEDOM BACK~~WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
HAHAHAA TATS REALLY DAMNNNN SHIOK TO GET MY FREEDOM BACK
im loving it~
June-HOME SWEET HOME~~~finally i went back china...i saw my lovely parents and my lovely friends=)=)=) i really missed them so much...altho its jus 1 week i spent wif them...but im contented...im happy tat they all are happy...
esp my parents...altho there are more white hair on their head...the wrinkles also getting more obvious on their faces...but 1 thing im sure is that they are so much happier now...n tat makes me happy=)
i love you baba mama...i jus wish u all will stay happy forever...forever n ever...i love you both=)
July-RP performance...hahah i willl never forget about this perfomance and definately the incidents happened..haha like i fell down on stage during the full run on stage...n the 1st showday...i forgot to come out to dance the partner dance wif ter...left him alone on stage dancing wif the invisible girl=(...n at back stage...i anyhow throw fredy kosman black shirt...end up he no costume, has to steal other ppl's black shirt hahaha...very fun experience=)
n me and allegra shifted house...no longer staying in cck...no longer staying wif tian tian n wuqian...but we met robert and his family...i cause its fate also...i love robert family...n feel thankful tat we met them=)
n daphie's farewell=(
n ahboy went army=(
August-Preparing for danzation...i would say it was not a good start...alot misunderstandings / argues/ unhappiness along the way...the r/s between humans start to change...but everyone has learnt and grown so much for all the shit stuffs we have been thru...
Sept-Birthday~~~and ken's farewell fall on the same day, i enjoyed my birthday=)
but at the same time i feeling really old=/
Oct / Nov-danzation danzation preparing...damn tough...stressful...tiring...mental struggling...tears...sweats...demoralising...
somehow we have grown even more...n the bonding also strengthenen=)
MEREDITH~~she is 1 of the best thing happened in 2008 too...really...she touched me...changed me..thanks for being such an inspiration=)=)=)
DEC-the most happening month of this year haha, finally danzation is over...all the hard work has paid off...all the happiness n unhappiness have become part of the memories...im glad everything went so well in the end...im so glad we understand each other more...n the bond in this club is so much stronger now...NRA...i love this big family...=)
n followed by christmas, Ken yatch party, New year~
n finally ITS 2009~~~
HELLO 2009~OK my resolution for 2009 is really really simple:
i jus wanna stay happy forever=)
im loving my life now...im loving the ppl ard me...
i hope this coming year will be painless for everyone...more happiness=)
study hard...
do a good jobs in teaching in schools...
esp tanglin sec...
earn enough money for living and at the same time save more money for trips n everything=)
just
dance freely and be
simple / happy~~
n be a
better person~be healthy and good health for my family / friends / ahboy=)
most imptly i want to be wif ahboy happily forever=)
=)Labels: happy2009=)